Showing love

So, I just did a really stupid thing. I read a blog about some one who's husband passed away recently. As I sit here bawling to myself feeling my heart weighed down and heavy for the grief of this woman I don't even know I started to think about my actions today. I had an awful night and didn't get much sleep, I tried to sleep in and that didn't work and I just don't feel good. I finally came out of my room around 4pm and showered. I went grocery shopping with Adam and I was such a stinker to him. I had no patience for him at all. I was ornery and rude to him and I knew it. I didn't want to be but I was. After reading the blog I realized how very lucky I am to have Adam in my life. He is so very wonderful and patient with me. I realized that today while I was being grumpy locked in my room that he had paid all the bills, gone shopping, fixed the computer and the TV and he probably did a couple of loads of laundry. All I did was be a stinker to him and not even tell him thanks. I love him so much and I am sorry that I have been so selfish. I am grateful to have him in my life and I take him for granted which I shouldn't.