Holly, my heart aches for you! I wish I could do something to help you. I love you both, and appreciate what you do for my kids more than you could imagine.
Holly I am sorry too. I have no idea how to make you feel better but I wish I could. I know its not the same as having your own, but you are more than welcome to come to my home and hold my babies any time you would like, they sure love their Aunt Holly...how could they not? And I know you have been a great "mother" to so many people in so many different ways, so know that you are a great mother no matter what.
holly, you don't know me...i just read about the half a hamburger story on mindy's blog and had to find out who you were...hahaha. i have also gone through the nightmare that is infertility. i also have the most fertile family there is. it seemed like every time i turned around there was a new pregnancy and being mormon just made it worse because they are all over church too! it's so hard to be happy for them sometimes even though deep down you are. i understand the pee test and the crying and the husband who, although he wants to, can't understand sometimes. mine just got angry...that's kind of what he does to deal with things.:) anyways, i don't know why i am writing all of this other than to tell you that there are others out there who completely understand the deep down aching pain that this brings. i've found out that there are lots and lots of others! we were lucky and have adopted two beautiful little girls and i was also lucky to have one of my own before the infertility set in. hang in there girl...heavenly father has a great plan for you and it just hasn't shown up yet, but it will. so sorry if you think i'm a freak but i had to write this little bit to you and tell you to hang in there.
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Holly, my heart aches for you! I wish I could do something to help you. I love you both, and appreciate what you do for my kids more than you could imagine.
Holly I am sorry too. I have no idea how to make you feel better but I wish I could. I know its not the same as having your own, but you are more than welcome to come to my home and hold my babies any time you would like, they sure love their Aunt Holly...how could they not? And I know you have been a great "mother" to so many people in so many different ways, so know that you are a great mother no matter what.
holly, you don't know me...i just read about the half a hamburger story on mindy's blog and had to find out who you were...hahaha.
i have also gone through the nightmare that is infertility. i also have the most fertile family there is. it seemed like every time i turned around there was a new pregnancy and being mormon just made it worse because they are all over church too! it's so hard to be happy for them sometimes even though deep down you are. i understand the pee test and the crying and the husband who, although he wants to, can't understand sometimes. mine just got angry...that's kind of what he does to deal with things.:) anyways, i don't know why i am writing all of this other than to tell you that there are others out there who completely understand the deep down aching pain that this brings. i've found out that there are lots and lots of others! we were lucky and have adopted two beautiful little girls and i was also lucky to have one of my own before the infertility set in. hang in there girl...heavenly father has a great plan for you and it just hasn't shown up yet, but it will.
so sorry if you think i'm a freak but i had to write this little bit to you and tell you to hang in there.
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